iloveyou,goodbye

Dear Gerald,

Last Saturday was your wedding day. Who would have thought that you'd settle down ahead of us (hehe). I hardly slept on Friday night because I was thinking about you. You are one of my closest friend...one of the most trusted. I am happy for you as you embark into a new journey in life. Along with this will be changes of which I am not good with dealing with.

I feel pain. I know that I will surely miss you! I will miss the constant togetherness and the incomparable companionship that I found in you. I'm so used of you being around always! This is me being selfish! This should not be about me...it should be about you but I can't help it. I am really sad to say goodbye to those fun-times...it's so hard to let go. Good thing is I will always be part of your family, rest assured!

Oh well, congratulations! No matter how far the venue of your wedding and I don't even mind the rain...I was there to witness one of the hallmarks in your life. Oh boy! We're really grown ups now...

2009 xmas in Paranaque

...on Greta

"She's a trip. But she's no vacation."


i like the soundtrack
i like Hillary Duff in this movie...serious and matured
i like the scrapbook story telling...cool
i like the suicidal character

tell me something i dont know

Beyond all these written thoughts and trailing words
Where will I be?

Between each Hello and Goodbye
Where will I be?

Among all these figures and clues?
Where will I be?

Of life's cliches and malleable reality
Where will I be?

Of fate and uncertainties
Where will I be?

Of broken promises and hopeful tomorrow
Where will I be

Where else will I be?
You tell me...

ang utang ay dapat bayaran

ang dami ko ng utang na kwento...kaso di ko alam kung san ko sisimulan:
-birth ni baby Arby...first APO sa family (October)
-2 weeks stay in Manila (October)
-bday ng inaanak (November)
-Office Outing (December)
-Must Watch Movies

movie pick: My Sister's Keeper

I watched a DVD of My Sister's Keeper last Saturday and until now I'm getting goosebumps whenever I get to remember the story. I could say that it's one of my favorites!

I'd give it a 5-star rating!

Well, I basically love movies that could make me cry in laughter or in sympathy. Now, I'm trying to get a copy of the book...I hope I could find one in the bookstores.

Spoiler Alert:
•Cameron Diaz still looks pretty even she's bald
•The girl with cancer pretty looks convincing...she sure does look like she has cancer
•I love the part when the family went to the beach with "Feels Like Home" by Chantal Kreviazuk playing on the background
•I didn't know about the Dyslexia disease

_my_sole_survivor_

Lately, I got hooked with the reality TV show "Survivor Philippines: Palau". And now that it's down to the final three: Justine, Jeff, and Amanda. One of them will be crowned the 2nd Sole Survivor in the Philippine's franchise. But before the verdict closes, I'd like to spill out my personal views on each of the 3 remaining cast aways.

Amanda Van Cooley
In the early part of the show, she left an impression as a 'feminist'. She's part of the girl-alliance that planned to oust all male cast aways, which was carried out successfully in the end.

I admire her for playing the game cool. She knows her goals. She was consistent for me. She knows what is in stake for all her decisions. She knows her reasons and ground. And most of all she stood by her friends as much as she could (Mika and Jeff).

During the final days when everyone went whacked, she also became emotional and yet remained to be strong. She's upfront and she never said bad things against the other remaining cast aways as I could recall. She left a room for respect. That's why she's my sole survivor since Mika got voted off.

Jeff Gaitan
She's strong in her own way. It may not be what everyone expected but I did appreciate her somehow. I'm just disappointed when she sacrificed her original alliance.

Justine Ferrer
On the first day I hated her because of she shouted on an elder cast away. When she was sent to "isla purgaturyo" I admired her endurance, strength and desire to stay in the game.

But in the last days, she has shed her true colors. She has a bad-mouth and she's disrespectful. It's a freakin' game so what's her problem if someone's going to turn their back on her. It's a strategy! It's how others would want to play the game! So therefore I concluded...I don't like her (no offense).


For Tara and Charles --->
Please...listen to what you're saying! Maybe you'll realize how pointless the both of you are! Blabber mouths!